Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Attack... at the speed of lightning

Terrible things happened...
Too much to say and yet not much to say...
The attack happened too quickly...

Absolutely no warning signs....
Did I really dodged the bullet or not?

I think I have dodged half and took the other half...
Feel lucky? prob so... but still cannot under-estimate the impact of half...

At least the head is ok.... though heart is crushed...
(picture came into mind... road kills... knocked dead... and further crushed to the ground, as if run over by a big heavy truck with 3 sets of tyres... )
Field Medic arrived... checked the wound...
Then gently places band-aids over... bleeding reduced...
Trying to get up... triggered more bleeding...
FM again gently changed the band-aids...
"It hurts" I said, tears running like an open tap...
"Sorry, band-aids' all I have... no anaesthetic..." he said, looking ever so caringly...
Over and over again... he gently repeat this process...
Thankful... Very thankful...
Thank FM for being there... Thank God for FM...

Just a bit more than 24 hours have gone by since attack....
Wound still there... struggling to close...
but definitely trying...
Have got up and walk again...
Once again thankful to FM and definitely thankful to Him from the above...

FM - Thank you for stopping the possibility of heart turning even the slightest ugly...
God - Thank you for stopping my heart from turning ugly thru FM...

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet
when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly

Just very thankful~!!!

(FM experience - dejievu~!!!! o_O" - poss next post)

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